Fall is finally here & with that being said i felt it was time to do something outside of my comfort zone.. and not so much the makeup aspect.. more the going in front of the camera and filming a makeup tutorial.. so for my first go and try at things i decided as i went along with the editing for a more closer detail to just the eyes and eventually to the total face.... I really didn't realize how much fun it was to just sit in front of a camera and do something i love doing! I absolutely love makeup it's a hobby if you wanna call it that.... Ive done all of my makeup looks for my music videos ...my photos on my website... and so on ... I really hope you guys liked this video... I'm only going to improve from here on better lighting positioning... and i think I'm even going to use my backdrop for my future videos... would be so nice and professional...

Lets get real for a moment... some days it's harder than others.. i do most of my work alone .. I mean don't get me wrong i have the love and support from my family & even have Ana & MrSteven take photos... but when it comes to recording .. and editing and makeup hair.. webwork.. designs.. and photoshop i do it all on my own with the help of no one.. some days I'm like YAY!! "Im the bomb!" (laughs) i can do this all on my own ... other times i just can be my worst enemy ...and put myself down.. but with everything that has happened this past year with princess angelina is that you don't know what tomorrow will bring.. so as cheesy as it sounds... i want to live my life to the fullest as full as i possibly can being as positive as i possibly can ... and yes some days are so much harder than others... & other days i feel like i can do anything i put my heart into.. but its a battle I'm willing to fight for because the end result is true absolute happiness within ... so proud of myself i truly am! & as you can see today is a good day.. hopefully it continues!

this got real deep for a minute but back to my new video!! you can check it out on my 2nd youtube channel missrabianalicious or you can click the video below! enjoy my lovely friends!

P.S. + a whole list of the products i used to achieve this Goddess eye makeup! & music playing in the background is a cover i did of : Zhu - Faded (keep your eyes open for a music video for it!! on my youtube channel)